so late

it's the am. i'm randomly thinking about the past. and how good everything used to be. and i look at the presesnt, and realize everything is just as good as the past. i feel a sense of belonging and yet i still feel like something is missing. i miss hardcore, more importantly, i miss hardcore shows, and the overall good feeling of just knowing everyone and having a great time. i'm watching lakai's fully flared and assing out. i can't wait for the warm weather to come out. so i can begin skating again. rage.