All Roads Lead Home

soooo, everyone should listen to A Loss For Words - Webster Lake EP. Wow, it's an acoustic EP from the band A Loss For Words and they are amazing. They're catchy as hell. I've met the singer Matty at warped tour, he was trying to sell a compilation, I bought it because fuck, his band is awesome. They're actually playing here in Rahway on Oct. 5th with I Am The Avalanche. It's an early show and I can't wait for it. I'm really excited to see A Loss For Words. I've never seen them live but I suggest everyone to get into it and come out and support good hard working musicians. Cause hopefully that will be me one day. I have no plans on slowing down my dreams for anyone. I'm kind of upset that I won't be at the NFG show on friday. Ugh...I'll just get really trashed and drunkenly sing NFG songs to myself. Whatever, I can be pathetic whenever I want to be. Tomorrow marks the 6 month anniversary of me and my girlfriend Krista. I can't believe how much time we've spent together. We've had rough patches but we worked through them and we overcame and that's the most beautiful thing to do with someone. I'm so happy to be with her and she brings something else in my life that I've felt was missing, she completes whatever the hell has been bugging for so long. I'm glad I'm a part of her as much as she is a part of me. I think she's cooking for me tomorrow so that'll be good! I don't really know what else to say but when I figure out more to talk about I'll post! So until then...peace out blogalog.

And so we write...

I'm bored, on my computer chair. Looking at things on the internet. Political things, bizarre things, interesting things, shit that will take up some time really. I want to take a nap, but I don't really need to take a nap. I checked out the band United Nations, stumbled upon their myspace and it's interesting. Apparently Geoff Rickley(Thursday) and Daryl Palumbo(Glassjaw, Head Automatica) are in it. It's very politically oriented. Hence the band name United Nations. If you have time to spare, check them out. I cleaned the basement, but I still need to clean my room somewhat. I'm trying to not smoke weed for a bit. Until I can get clean and take a drug test so I can work at CVS. It's a pain in the ass but whatever. I really need money. It sucks. Everything fun involves money. Lately I've been feeling really useless, I need a hobby, or something because I swear I can't take being alone so much. I hate being inside. I hate hate hate hate hate it. Hmmm.....goodbye for now.

Tyrant From The Sea

so many ships lay adrift these cold, cold shores
I wonder how many hollow vessels will lay adrift, tonight
I can see them all, a beautiful wreckage among these lost souls
I want to guide you all home tonight,

to your children, to your wives
but I’ve been cursed, like god is lonely
I must take you in, and spit you out
I am a tyrant from the sea
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something new for ya, can't wait to write more songs with the band.
i'm real happy things are coming along real smooth with everyone.
I can't wait to start playing shows. Getting out there. Touring.
It's been a dream of mine since I got into music.
Making it my life is really all i can see doing.
I've been thinking about other things I can do musically to help
exercise my musical muscles, I want to start a little side project.
nothing serious, just something to vent off little things.
I want something along the lines of new Brand New, City and Colour, and Rocky Votolota.
Something folky, indie, and acoustic above all.
hmmm... that's all for now.

by the way, i'm glad chris got a blog.
now i'm not as lonely. haha

NO ONE

READS THIS.
FUCK.
FUCK
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fuck.

Home

Home isn't home when you're all alone
The two people who have brought me here
have detached themselves from me with all the fear
of me being unprotected in a world of shit
Acting like I don't appreciate them
But they know nothing, if they knew anything at all
I have fallen and hit rock bottom but I always manage to get up
Nothing can stop me from achieving anything.

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I feel like a ghost in a house that never dies
I've seen all the lies that cover the walls
I'm reduced to nothing in their eyes
and it hurts and i know why
It's like a ship that is always sinking
You close your eyes, then open them up
always wishing you were dreaming.

Someone

needs to fucking give me the lyrics to
The Backup Plan - Dearest Whomever...
that cd is fucking priceless.
help!

Worthless

"You are a waste of life, a parasite."
they both said with unwavering rage
I guess they're right in some ways
I don't know where I can go
I don't really know anything
Everything I ever learned has prepared me for shit
and in shit I lie, as the days go by
I cannot express any of my feelings
because I am worthless.

I'm back

to this piece of shit. well hopefully i can actually give updates with pictures and stuff.
it's gonna be a pain, but i want to make an effort to at least keep something alive
i don't have any readers, but people should read me. i'm about to smoke a blunt.
hasta luego, blog.