real recognize real

i back all his views.
fuck you.

Hard and Funny

hard



funny

Soo...

it's 2 in the morning, and i was watching a youtube interview with greg from the mongoloids and it was a bit weird. i was just thinking how i used to see this guy around and now he's touring europe and touring the USA and he's making moves along with other dudes i've met and some i've known. Reminds about how hardcore used to be so awesome. but how it always revovled around who you knew or what you did. I hated that. I really used to love the hardcore scene and the friends i made because of it. but now I find myself in a different place with different faces and different musical direction. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not some elitist who thinks my music is better than yours. I could care less. listen to what makes you happy, even if it's commercialized that is force fed to you via radio, tv, commercials...etc. whatever, if a fucking jingle brightens your day, so be it. But I've given up on elitist ideals about music and learned to listen to whatever the fuck really pleases my ears. No matter how easy it can be played or how hard, that shouldn't matter. that should never fucking matter. Passion is what matters, but that seems to be lacking these days. I miss the friendly faces, the stupidity that ensues before, during and after a show. I still enjoy hardcore, and I always will, no matter how the same or different it changes/stays. I fell in love with hardcore for the feeling it gave me. A place no one could take away from me. And now its a lot different. Everything is different and people have grown and moved on. But I haven't really ever moved on...one day i'll make sense, but for now enjoy the gibberish i provide.



is anybody listening?

Come on come on, and feel the pull

between usssssssssssss

what's up blogging world
i had an interview at cvs yesterday and i think it went well
they said they'd call back by the end of next week
so now i gotta play the waiting game.
i'm about to go watch my brothers game in new providence.
hopefully they can fucking win. but they may not.
they're team is in shambles.
then i should be hitting up krista's game later tonight.
i get to watch my girl cheerlead and shit. weird haha
but i bet she'll be awesome, and look cute as usual.
i haven't been smoking a lot recently and it's been...different
i used to smoke everyday. or try to, and it would get me by
almost felt like i needed it, but i don't. and i've realized this
i love it, don't get me wrong, mary jane will always be apart of me
as much as i am a part of it.
but i like the fact that i cut down, it's nice.
tomorrow is practice! i want to finish disco fries and start a new song
i can't wait till we get shit recorded!! oh and recap from my last post
my court went well, my lawyer said i was an idiot, which i was, but whatever
it's behind me and i can only look forward now.
but what does suck is that i'm like twenty five hundred dollars in debt.
whatever, i hope i get the job at cvs. if not it's fucking working
construction for my ass. alright well this was pretty lengthy so i'll end with this
do not watch prom night, a good portion of your life you will dearly miss
unitl next time<3

I'll stay gold, to keep these pasts at bay

I've been rekindling my love for hardcore lately. Listening to a lot of old shit. Music aside, I have court tomorrow, and then some survivor: cvs edition. No joke. They're bringing in 10 people and only 5 people are gonna get hired. If I gotta kill a bitch, so be it, i need this god damn job. i need money. I've been enjoying my days with krista. She's awesome. I went to guitar center today with frank just browsed around. I want to go to sam ash, look for a good mic. I can't wait for practice on saturday. It should kill. Hopefully we can finish Disco Fries, and move on to a third song so we can hit up a studio and record a demo! so everyone and their friends can listen. and then just play shows and write more and more and more. Speaking of writing, i wrote something today that was influenced by the rain. here it is. untill some other time.<3

“The Sound of Rain”

It’s over now, but the storms still coming
I can’t see two feet in front of me
But the flood, it’s coming
I can hear the roaring of waters
and the pounding noise of thunder

We await lightning
we await destruction
the sound of rain
escapes no one

Defeated by waves of rain
Like they say,
when it rains, it pours
and it’s pouring
and I’m sorry
I’ve been lost in this sea of death
this watery grave awaits
it is my dest…

we await lightning
we await destruction
but the sound of rain
escapes no one

the sound of the rain, escapes no one