the river runs red

and I think I'm dying.


I don't post in here a lot, but when I do, I'll make sure it's somewhat interesting.

Lately, I've begun to care less and less about the dumbest things in this life.
I'll make a list of some of the stupidest things you could be involved in.

-the military (any form)
In light of recent decisions of friends, it has been elucidated to me that the whole idea of serving your "country" is just as inane as counting all the stars in the universe. we should by now outgrown our violent tendencies and begin to push forward into a brighter horizon, but unfortunately, we are human and because of this we are obsessed with the stupidest things. there are better ways to live outside of military actions. you need not be in the military in order to be American. then again I hate this god damned world and for the most part, mostly everyone inhabiting this once beautiful planet.
-religion (any form)
To believe that there is someone out there, who has created us, and our whole lives that yet has happened, is daft of the highest degree. we are more logical and rational than we have ever been and still we put our lives in this imaginary being we created in our image. And not only does this image kill thousands upon thousands upon thousand of people a day. it deteriorates a logical thought process! instead of asking why and how, these people are sufficed with, "God put it here." Now I can't blame faith for easing pain and woes. It is somewhat a psychological anesthetic. But that's all it is a numbing of what you can't deal with. Everyone just needs to learn to deal with everything minus "god". what the fuck has he ever done for anyone?
-Democracy
Not much to say here, but surely in the coming years people will see what a failure democracy has been.
-Capitalism
The end to progress. The epitome of detriment.


What can we do but watch as we wither, slowly, and fill our heads with false ideals, false ideas, and false gods...somewhere I read or heard that the human race is a destructive race and that we were doomed from the very beginning. I no longer take this as an opinion, but as a fact. We are stubborn creatures...doom surely follows.


death is merely an option now, to escape this wretched place.