Butttttt, with the exception of one girl, i am happy. I had a great night. It was good and simple and I loved it. and i hope more nights like tonight happen with her. I'll fill you in on somethings i did tonight. We [me and krista] walked her dog, max, through a creepy park. Mental note: good spot to smoke. Then we came back to her house and ordered pizza. Then proceeded to watch one tree hill. Which I actually enjoyed, a lot. It was a good episode. Anyways, after that we watched the grim adventures of billy and mandy. All I'm gonna say is, "RAGGLE FRAGGLE!" I hope this continues. She made my day. Now I'm sitting here contemplating why i'm getting basically one word answers from a certain someone. I guess it's whatever. Friendships are a funny thing also a great spectacular thing. I just wish people wouldn't expect things of me. When you expect things from someone, a pre-formed idea, you are 99.7% most likely to be let down. Hence why I don't and that's why I'm always content with myself. A friend of mine came up to me today and said, "why are you always happy? i don't understand it. I'm pissed every second of every day..." Don't take that word for word, cause i'm not sure if that's right. but it's definitely along the lines of it. It got me thinking, is it really that hard for people to be happy now a days? I'm sure everyone has their struggles, problems, what-have-you but there's gotta be one thing that can make you happy when you're feelin' down. I just never let things get to me. I can't. If I were to dwell on something long enough, I'd probably kill myself. Not really, but in extreme cases, that is the case. You can't be happy all the time, that's a given. But you can be happy most of the time. Take a look around and tell me if you think your life is really all that bad. I'll bet a silver dollar that it isn't. Or in someway shape or form, you can change the outcome of whatever problems you are having. I actually had something lengthy to write about. but it might just sound as a mindless rant. I don't know...this is just for me to share my thoughts and here they are.
go listen to the new crime in stereo. it will grow on you. much love and respect. goodnight.
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