Monday, December 21, 2009

Clarity Part II

Dear You,

This is a formal letter written in words that jump and you can sing along too
no matter who you are, or how you're feeling. this isn't a sad song
because i don't want to be crying these tears for nothing
so lets get up and get out!
just me and you, I'll treat you the way I should have
Cause I've come to terms with how you got over me so easily
and it's very very easy to explain, i wasn't worth keeping around
maybe you felt that i was bringing you down
and I was, and I'm sorry for not being who I needed to be for you
Apologies and I'm sorry's for the person I used to be
And from the new me, an I love you and I miss you, but i get it now
This is clarity for the first time in my life
and you brought it to me inadvertently
I'd take you back anytime of the week, month or year.
I'll always be right here, but I'm not waiting
I'll just keep my arms open and the light on because you never know
fate can be very cheesy, but if it's meant to be, we will be.
and that's enough to keep moving, to keep going.
I apologize for it being so long, but it took a couple of days to write this song
it's been in my head for days, and i was searching for the perfect words to say
and if i scared you away, with things like forever and marriage
just know i meant what i said when i said
"you're the only girl who could put up with me till death."
baby, it was a compliment. it was a compliment.
I apologize for dragging this out, and I apologize for some childish things i did
But My head is screwed tight, I'm not going anywhere without your memory in mind
and I'm not sad anymore, and I'm so glad you're doing well.
I'll make sure to keep in touch, but please don't forget about me.


Yours Truly, Sincerely,
Ian Cordova


PS. I loved you, and still do. I miss you, but it's through
Today I learned the meaning of change, and it's always happening.

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